~*Toxic-psycho*~

Cody, Matthew Wright.
Im writing this all for you.

ur face arrives again All hope I had becomes so real
But under ur covers More torture than pleasure
& just past ur lips Ther more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change u,
I know that to go on I'll break you my habit.

&& still i feel u sitting next to me, ur embrace brings comfort
&& sitting next to u, makes me think i need you in my life everyday.
Not just once a year. You melt my frost bitten spirit.
Im on ur side, Blame it on me until ur set free i wont let them hold u down.
I wont let them guide u into under fair.
I wont let god wrap his arms around u.
I wont let him.
&& i need u, to stay alive. U let go i let go.
&& i want you to kno i love u.
My hands always search for u
&& my arms are always open for u
&& i could hug you forever.
&& another year is gona go by
Its like i dont need a picture of you
I see you where ever i am
In my dreams, on the streets, my thoughts.
&& u are all around me.
& Im praying that you will see
Something there in between

I cant forget you or regret
Your bigger than life.
Its gona be a long time && i cant believe
Im still breathing.
You still have all of me
&& nothing can take you away from me.
I dont know why your so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
Cause I miss you,
body && soul so strong
that it takes my breath away
&& I breathe you into my heart
&& pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
& though I cant be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side.

Your worth living for.